the unfolding


life as birthing and being born
October 17, 2009, 2:53 am
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ry%3D400[1]birth as metaphor for life

welcoming contraction

 as an inevitable companion

facilitating opening if not resisted

as this living life that is alive is constantly birthing and being birthed

unfolding and folding in

when fear finds footing

room for expansion evaporates

and the discomfort of contraction arrests development

in being with the discomfort

greater opening emerges

the laboring offers a glimpse of the potential to be birthed into new life

in each moment



nine years on a lunar eclipse
August 9, 2009, 2:38 am
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DSC_3198DSC_3218justin and i recently celebrated our 9th anniversary and it happened to fall on a lunar eclipse and full moon.  it is said that with all eclipses, something ends and something else begins and we tapped into that space created beneath the moon…taking the opportunity to create intentions for our lives both individually, as a partnership, and as a family heading into this 10th year.  we placed rocks to signify these intentions in a pile, where the tide would eventually wash them away…asserting our role and responsability in co-creation and also recognizing and surrendering to that larger something that is at work in the universe…encountering our continued arriving with each other…chosing one another once again to journey with (as it is an on-going choosing)…all framed in the hopes to better serve the world…



in finite-ity
July 31, 2009, 3:38 pm
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making it to this space is far and few between these days…the summer days drawing my energy outside… but on this grey quiet start to the day i was poking around my site and saw that this short bit had not been published…from the looks of the picture of selah below it looks like it was probably a year or so ago…but it spoke to me this morning…

this business of being finite can feel limiting but also, there is something quite freeing in tapping into the reality of our being finite, limited to time, space and capacity…not to write off that on-going hope of evolution that pushes us forward…in our infinite-y…toward our dreams and perpetual desire for more or different…but recognizing the grace in not being able to do it all…in our finite-y…that is a good place to rest sometimes…

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spring glimpses
March 12, 2009, 7:02 pm
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dsc_0853i am ready

for spring

it keeps peeking out

its beautiful promise

of growth

and change

and then

it snows again.



the pretty bean
February 4, 2009, 7:07 pm
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sledding
January 31, 2009, 1:06 am
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dynamic rootedness and the questioning of balance
January 17, 2009, 1:51 am
Filed under: creating, playing with photos, self-portraiture experiment, student being

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 playing with this notion of

balance

 

trees continue to be powerful metaphors

teachers

who know the vitality of rootedness

 

and what are roots

but that which allows the tapping into life

into that which sustains

into the grace that lies beneath

 

allowing branches to strengthen

to endure the cold of winters

to bloom graciously in the springs

to flourish in the radiant summers

to surrender in the falls

 

of life

 

dynamic

is this being rooted

and it does not seem to have a destination

but rather seasons

 

 

 

 




a glimpse of my story
December 14, 2008, 4:39 pm
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Heretics listen here



mama emerging
November 6, 2008, 12:54 am
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visit mama emerging for “just a glimpse” of the labor i recently had the honor of attending…

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thankful cards
September 25, 2008, 1:45 pm
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jeremiah just picked a name out of a hat for the card giveaway…this beautiful woman that i grew up with and that i have recently reconnected with was the name that found its was into jermiah’s little (cold) hand (it is definitely feeling like fall around here!)…shanara i will be in touch!

thanks again to all of you that entertain and encourage my musings, my emerging ventures, and the unfoldings…